Like a waitress, I have been taking orders from Spirit, faithfully writing down the messages and directives, rarely questioning the content or direction. I have written about topics that I do not understand, about current issues that do not affect me, and about viewpoints counter to my own.
I write them and I publish them for you, the readers, to contemplate and learn. The messages come through me, but they are not from me, and I learn along with you as I try to understand and assimilate their wisdom.
I have been faithfully writing down the messages and directives since I began receiving them in 2012. I have adjusted my lifestyle and goals to allow this spiritual work to flourish. This spiritual connection has filled me with amazement and gratitude, and it has led me on a path of well-being and balance.
This intense spiritual connection has also challenged my relationships and daily living. Some of you may have noticed that I have been writing less or that the messages have become more insistent. I have struggled with the intensity of this spiritual connection, and I do not know how to embrace it as I would like. I try to shout out the wonder of it all, but my self-imposed fears prevent me from fully sharing with you all the knowledge that comes through me.
Lately I have purposely stopped my openness to receiving the knowledge. I feel it waiting for me, but I don’t let myself receive it. I know that Spirit is waiting for me to continue this vital work, but I am unable to enthuse like before. I know I will return to my strong desire to receive and share the spiritual information, and I hope this time is simply me replenishing the well and not stopping. (I did manage to finish a post that I started over two months ago. I’ll publish it soon.)
If you have questions for Spirit that you think others would want answered, let me know. Perhaps reader input will push me to receive for us like before.